Okay so most of my posts lately been in my "sisters" blog but had to update. I am not doing too well here. Trying though. I have been to the gym at least a few times a week and Saturday I actually took to the road for a quick jog. (I am still crippled from it) I have decided to return to church, spending a little time with faith seemed like a good idea. I also bring Mom, she does like to go to church even though she grumbles when I wake her.
I find the hardest thing about taking care of me is that I prefer, by habit or instinct or training, to take care of others. It is what I do. Just like on Saturday when I did run it was because going to the gym simply did not fit into the schedule of visits to Dad, grocery shopping and cooking dinner for the throng of people who currently call my house home. I occasionally search the web for information on codependency...I know that is me. I read and think about it.
Well that is my story...I believe that it is in the trying that we achieve something. Keep moving forward and being aware of what sucks life from me, finding the time to energize and stopping along the way to ensure that I am not enjoying the pity party but the beauty around me. Wow how is that for a Monday morning after vacation? Check me on Thursday!
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